Monday, January 12, 2009
6:20 AM
Helpless. Cries.
ZhanRui- OF course i remember you! How to not forget xD
Hiilmiee- Hello!
Today i got my GCE 'O' Levels results.
Wasn't good.
I got L1R4 19points which is plus CCA and L1R2B2 24points so i guess i got to use the 24 points? Well i really dunno and I'm very troubled and vexed ):
I really do not understand why my results are so bad. Well for Science i got a C6, thanks god for that xD And For English i passed! Which a lot of my classmates didn't so well' I'm in the 30% who passes English. I put my heart and soul in doing my Design and Technology and what, i got a B3. Totally carp i think. i Made sure my folio is a A1 standard well i was aiming for A1 and its gone, why. :( For maths well bad i got a C6 which i really don't understand what is going on while expecting a A2 - B3 Arh... Dam angry and during exam i still find it easy and doable! Why. Humanities i was so confident that i told Mrs Lee that I'll get her an A1 Well came out B3.
I was not scared or nervous at all. Didn't know why. But for my 'N' Level i felt the same. Cable told me this last night. 'No matter what happened, know that god is behind everything and its planned. No worries.' But why this result? i asked myself.
I serious feel like crying it out loud but i just couldn't. Upon taking my results i see alot of my classmates didn't even get a chance to step into poly getting really high points which they can only go ITE. I want to cry. It just wont come out, maybe tear abit. Well things are not going well. But after all, I've passed this. Thank god.
Everything is over and i could do nothing about it. Well they say at least i can go poly. So should i be sad or what. I really gave it my best shot. THE BEST i SWEAR! And what i get. Arh... Well its my luck, my future... After all i got to move on.
I really don't know what to do. Actually i want to go into a business course. But now I'm left with all the courses that i do not like. help help help. Totally helpless.
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