Afteryoualways



Cuz you leave me speechless When you talk to me You leave me breathless The way you look at me You manage to disarm me My soul is shining through Can't help but surrender My everything to you

“Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live.”


The day my grandma has been waiting for,
the Reunion Dinner where by everyone come to have dinner together.
It's been long but my family tree's relationship is close
so we kinda have dinner almost once every two weeks.
It feels nice when everyone is around. (:
No grill for today, disappointed.
Was actually looking forward to it but aww!

2 more days to Chinese New Year! Excited?
I am but not sure what I'm excited about.
Haven't seen my brother and mum for more than a month.
Finally saw them today, feels good to see them
although there's nothing much to say but still,
I love them.
( And of course my gf, KAREN!)
I love you.

Although i look like I'm enjoying myself and all.
The truth, i feel very stressed up that's why I'm looking forward to Chinese new year.
I feel that i don't know anything about my modules and i'm taking exams in less than a week.
I really don't want to repeat my modules.
I'm super stressed up.
Every night i feel the stress.
Every minute when i'm not watching movie or doing something, i feel the stress.

Haven't been sleeping well for quiet some days.
Dare not tell my gf because i know she'll be worried.
If you're reading this, I'm sorry.
Feeling stress now.
Very stress ):

Every start of the term,
i wil tell myself i have to concentrate
on improving on my grades
and study, study, study but i never succeed.
Never!
Utterly disappointed with myself.
All i know is to feel stress.
That's all i know.
I just hope this feeling goes away and let me enjoy myself these few days.
Please.

I love my Family.
I love my Girl.
I Have a bad life.
This is just the beginning.
Because I'm gonna change it.
I will.
Promise.