Afteryoualways



Cuz you leave me speechless When you talk to me You leave me breathless The way you look at me You manage to disarm me My soul is shining through Can't help but surrender My everything to you

Disappointing day

Today finally it's SOC test after weeks and weeks of trial test. Being super confident and prepared. I took on the test!

And for the FIRST TIME... I failed the test.. By Timing. 5:38. Passing mark is 5mins Sharp. This is my first time failing SOC and I'm really disappointed with myself. Only managed to clear the Low Rope on my 6th attempt. Weak. Dropped down at balancing beam as well. Got back up and clear all the way till I reached the finishing point. By then I still have my tag with me. Knowing that there's still a glimpse of hope because its all up to the timing.

Lunch reached and I saw my timing 5:38. Speechless and disappointed.

For this 1 month here my company only had 1CAT test for IPPT and 1TEST. I missed the actual test due to helping others to do their guard-duty. Taking one for the whole platoon. Of course I'm not the only one. So in other words, I've been doing RT on Saturday for 1month.

Tomorrow is my redemption period. Tomorrow morning 6:45am. IPPT Test. My first real test. Silver means $100. Pass means I'm screwed. Not only I fail two high key including SOC, and I have lots of test to retake. Damn. SOC ain't doing well for me. Lets hope I obtain a Silver.

God please have mercy on me.

SCT KAY TAN... :)